Oh yeah, Star Testing...

Boring

4/20

Nice asss HOT! day =) hehehehe

Lessss gooooooooooooooooooooooo. ;)

Happy Birthday Christine! Goooodbye Spring Break =/

I hope you had a great one christine!! 16 yrs old. hella old. Ahahahahahh. Its okay tho! She'll be drriving sooon n she can do whatever she likeeee!






So long, and farewell, spring break =( I tried my best to make the most of it, didn't really come out the way i wanted it to!!!

Highlights:
-Easter w/ the fammm
-Swimmmmmmming
-Joyridinggg
-Adventure near Christa's new condo
-See my babes since the day we got out
-Kick back and relax for a day
-Chill w/ adrienne n chopped it up
-Whole day with babe at my house, made up <3
-Melvin's going away cake
-Chillin w/ niggas at stine's bday party
-LAST DAY!!! Cienna's 3rd Birthday party, NICE ASS WEATHER, JOYRIDE W/ ADRIENNE.

Somewhat successful, but F/CK! I didn't do any of my hw!!! =((((

Its w.e. =/ i hate schoooool, ima go to sleep now tho, gooooooooooodnight. And see everyone at school tomorrrrroooowww >=(

Spring break

is basically over =/

i have hellllla hw!!! mann =( it was fun while it lasted tho.

Believe In Change

I believe in change. End of story.

"We started out so strong, and promised we would last forever"

"We keep goin back and forth, and now, this love's on life-support, and i, can't go through this no more, so i just wanted to, put in my two week notice"

hmmmm, thats a nice song, if thats how you feel. NOT ME

Time passes by quickly

Top= Freshman year, Bottom= Sophomore year. Dang, already a sophomore in highschool, Time is goin by tooooo fast! I miss all the memories from jr. high, even freshman year haha. GOOD ASS TIMES!!! Im going to try to live it up, make the most of life, and have fun. No time for drama, gotta make this life memorable, even though i have a long way to go! HIGH SCHOOL, especially, i have to make several of the BEST YEARS OF MY LIFE, the best that they can be, And not let anything phase me or get in the way of me havin fun, Its all on me now, with my family and friends i will make the most of what i have =)

WORD!

The Greatest Irony of Love

The greatest irony of love;loving the right person at the wrong time,having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after
that person walks out of your life...and sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again...for some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person...in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love
being held by someone else...most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. it's just that one was being loved too much and the
other was being loved too little...as we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them we are just for passing time. while the one who truly
loves us remains either a friend or a stranger...so here's a piece of advice;let go when you're hurting too much. give up when love isn't enough. and move on when things are not like before...For sure there is someone out there Who will love you even more..

When you think of your past love; you may view it as a failure; but when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What's important is that you know when to hold on and when to let go. You know that you love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not apart of it. Everything happens for a reason and for its best. If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try.
You'll never truly love a person, unless you risk for their love; love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, then you won't learn how to love. Love doesn't hurt all the time; though the hurting is there to test you, to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you; that's why it's called falling in love, because you don't need to force yourself to love, you just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing the chapters. If you want to move on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages.Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. But why is it that the greatest irony of love is letting go when you want to hold on, and holding on when you need to let go? You can never find the right person if you can never let it go of the wrong, but at the same time the moment you feel like letting go, you remember why you held on for so long. Sometimes you have to forget what you want and remember what you deserve. To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying and to hope is to risk failure. But risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing at all. To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose your true self. To love is to risk not being loved in return. How to define love: Fall but do not stumble. Be constant but not too persistent. Share and never be unfair. Understand and try not to demand. Hurt but never keep the pain. Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. Loving people means giving them the freedom; whom they choose to be and where they choose to go. Loving someone means giving them the freedom to find their way, whether it leads towards you or away from you. Love can be a painful risk. To love means that risk must be taken, no matter how scary or painful, for only then will you experience the fullness of humanity of what we call love. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk and if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love.

OOOH i Can't BELIEVE it.

So today, it was pretty chill. Hella cold tho! I wasted my time goin to my stupid orthodontist appt. because all they did was look at my teeth, and said," Look's like the spring is working, well that's all for today, see you in a month!" I was like... WTF! THATS IT!!!! Hahahah, but then my parents brought me to chipotle after, and i was satisfied with my chicken burrito with mild salsa sour cream lettuce and extra cheese. SCRUMPTIOUS :D

Let's hit this down to a deeeeeper level. So i been thinking, and thinking, and thinking, aloooot about a lot of different things, but mostly about my relationships with people, one in particular. I don't know what to do =/ it just seems like in this stage of "restoration" or w.e. its called, its going NO WHERE, and yeah, HELP ME!!! I honestly don't know what to do, and i do not want to be stuck in this situation any longer than i have been.... which is too long. So yeah i guess i have ALLOOOTTT more thinking to do =/ Gooooodbye.

OVERWHELMED!!!!

Man oh man, spring break.....

Okay, so spring break so far, has been preeettttyyyy chill. The weather has been... Okaaay, but not great or perfect as i wanted. I haven't had a long, focused post in a lonnnggg timeee. So here it is.

Lookin forward for what the rest of spring break has in store... These past few days, other than hangin w/ the fam n friends, has been so stressful. A lot has been happenin, in too small an amount of time, that i JUST CANNOT HANDLE IT!!! One situation in particular, i feel held back, not being able to do what i am capable of... I just can't, and i hope i am making the correct decision. BUT! i shall enjoy what's is goin on right now, and not let it phase me!!! Well i spent all this time since i got off the phone, to think, and now i am TIRED!!! so im gonna get off this BLOGSPOT and hit the sheets.... GOOODNIGHT =| .......

"True love will never fade unless it was a lie"

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"People think it's holding on that makes you stronger, but sometimes it's letting go"

Spring Breaaaak!!!!!

Its bout to be hella chill =) I really needed this break off school. SCHOOL IS SO CLOSE TO BEING OVER THO! Hella happy n shitt. Oh and excited for the end of this month feeeeeeeeelme. Yeah, but im bout to cut out, post up a longer, typa chop it up post l8r. OUTTT

Do not....

Do not, tell me to stop bringing up the past, when its what made us come this far in the first place...... thanks, k gnight!

Just let it go

self-explanitory....