Congrats...

To the 11. Feelin like you're about to give up. I hope im wrong. Goodnight. =/

"It's crazy to know that you would still be there, and i want you to know that ill be here till my hair falls out, and shining when the lights burn out..." -C. Cendana

GJJ

"In your life, you'll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There's the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you're with...and the one that got away.

Who is the one that got away? I guess it's that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn't fall the right way, I suppose.

I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.

How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When you're not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn't matter who you're with, it just doesn't work. Small problems become big; inconsequentials become dealbreakers simply because you're not ready and it shows. It's not that you and the person you're with are no good; it's just that it's not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.

Then one day you're ready. You really are. And when this happens you'll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be the most perfect, they might not be brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it'll work because you're ready. It'll work because it's the right time and you'll make it work. And it'll make sense, it really will.

So that day comes when you're finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, you finally understand who you are and what you want and you've become ready because the time has truly arrived. And mind you, there's no telling when this day will come. Hopefully you're single but you could be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids, it doesn't matter. All you know is that you've changed, and for some reason, the one that got away, is the first person you think about.

You'll think about them because you'll wonder, "What if they were here today?" You'll wonder, "What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?" That's what the one that got away is. The biggest "What if?" you'll have in your life.

If you're married, you'll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you're mature enough to realize that you're already with the one you're with and this is just another test of your commitment, one which will just strengthen your marriage when you get past it. Sure, you'll think about him/her every so often, but it's alright. It's never nice to live with a "might have been," but it happens.

Maybe the one that got away is the one who's already married. In which case it's the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you're old and gray and reminiscing.

But if neither of that is the case, then it's different. What do you do if it's not yet too late? Simple...find him, find her. Because the very existence of a "one that got away" means that you'll always wonder, what if you got that one?

Ask him out to coffee, ask her out to a movie, it doesn't matter if you've dropped in from out of nowhere. You'd be surprised, you just might be "the one that got away" as well for the person who is your "the one that got away."

You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won't make a difference. If the timing is finally right, it'll all just fall into place somehow and you know, I'm thinking, it would be a great feeling, in the end, to be able to say to someone, "Hey you, you're the one that almost got away."

Resistence is Futile

There's no other way that i can put it, except that im fighting the urge. Knowing whats on my mind is true, but what im resisting aint right. Cant hide it, You prolly already know... Dont get me wrong, its just you n me..... but F/CCCCK!!!!

"When the lights don’t glow the same way that they use to and I finally get a moment to myself I will realize you were everything I’m missing and you tell me your in love with someone else"

I HATE

Staying up late doing projects, because i procrastinate so much!!! ugh! i just finished my stupid history project on the philippines... and im looking forward to my 2 hours of sleep!! >=|

Gooodnight

Thoughts, and Feelings?

I was thinking... And wondering... what's my life gonna be like after high school? What will happen between myself and the friends that i currently have. It would suck to lose touch with them, already hearing from my older family members that they lost touch with basically ALL their bestfriends from high school. Its gonna suck, if it comes to that conclusion. i might as well enjoy what i have right now, before i anything at all... Stay makin those wishes at 1111 tho =)

Kickrocks =|

"Dealt with everything god has thrown my way so far, and for whatever else he has in store for me in my future, I keep my head up and eyes open, and I'm ready to take the impact."

Chunk it

I hella forgot bout the incident at quickly's. Left neil n gb hella pissed ahaha. An anonymous person MICHAEL T. that fag tried to start stuff with gb, his ass walked away, cos he knew he was gonna get his ass beat! aha, yeah that was it.

Laaaaaterrr!

It Was Friday Night, And I Was Feelin Ahh-Ight!!

MINIMUM DAY TODAY! Today was like perfect, except for all the homework and other stuff that i needed to copy during school. The weather was sunny finally! So today, i went to school and then my sister picked me up to go home. Took a nap, then went to quicklys to chill with everyone. Trina, she's the best, always makin me smile when im with her =D BUT! She had to leave with TAE to go home. Just chilled with the bros after n we played this sick card game thing, hella fun but still have red hand marks on my arm... Then after, we sat and "relaxed" at neil's house, got picked up, went to tapioca express, got dropped off back at neils, went to gb's to see the baby pitbull that was there, then went back to neil's, chilled till 230, biked home, and now im here, posting this blog. Sorry, My.Day.Is.Really.Boring. Have a good one =)

OH AND DONT FORGET TO SET YOUR CLOCKS FORWARD 1 HOUR! DAYLIGHT SAVINGS

Goooodnight.

Just A Big Thank You!

I wanted to thank everyone for everything that they have ever done for me. I dont know why i am doing this right now, but it just came to me, and i just realized how much everyone i have encountered in my life that truly means something to me, has helped me so much, thank god i found alla you. ilovealllyouguys =) Nohomo haha THANK YOU!!!!

Oh yeah, 438 ON MINES!!!

Stressin

OMFG!!!! Too much stuff goin on!!! Wtffffff!!!! I have hella stuff to do, for tomorrow, and i havent even started!!!! Stupid final draft for english, Geometry grade is f/ckin DECREASING =(, Chemistry is a beeezy, and then SPANISH 3.... why the hell is there projects for a language class.... MANN! I need a break from all this nonsense.... =( Goodbye.

"Can you hear my heart? It's cryin out for you"

Not Feelin, This Weather =/

So yeah, today wasn't that great of a deal. I woke up at 735AM which is the time that school starts =( i quickly get up and get ready as fast as i can and my sister, who literally HATES driving me to school, brings me to school. I arrive at, what, around 745 ish. Block Days, 2 Block days a week, one with odd classes, the next with even classes, 2 hours each =( they are the WORSTT!!! I picked the wrong day to be late, my world history teacher, Ms. Nealy despises me because i am ALWAYS late to her class haha. Well her class was the same as always... boring but chill. Then we had brunch... again, same as always. I go through my stupid geometry test during 4th period like its nothing though... i might've cheated on one or two problems hehe. So what! Everyone does it!!! After that its lunch, and i end up having to work on my Stupid.Spanish.3 homework. I strongly DISLIKE that class. Its hella hard, and i cant understand as well as EVERYONE ELSE in that stupid class! And surprisingly, 6th period ends quickly and after school comes. I find out it started to rain... i hate rain. So i go home. And make some TANG that i have, like every other filipino family has, haha! Thanks to the rain, i am subject to staying home all day, doing this.... Arright then thats basically it, LATER FOR NOW!!!

Cant get this song outta my head. "YOU'RE THE BEST I EVER HAD"

First Post. Wassup tho! =)

New to this Blogging hype. Inspired by friends/kirs who constantly kept saying," Marc i think you should blog!" Hahaha, fasho then cousin, i got u, and i made one =) The name is Marc. I am Filipino. I am currently attending Highschool. i live in the Bay Area. All bout my BROS and friends, Strictly FAMBASED. I have my bad days =/.... you'll see... hahaha =D But thats it for now! Laate.

can't forget 438! onmines.